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I curled up and went through all the coping mechanisms I could use. Have a cigarette, get a(n alcoholic) drink, self injure, eat yoghurt were the ones that came to me. I'm trying to quit smoking and drinking, and whilst comfort eating isn't great, I thought a yoghurt was the best of the 4... I am st...

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? I don't know. I just feel very empty and alone. Nothing as such has brought me to this point, apart from perhaps thinking about the future, and cutting myself off from others. Have I been here before? What did I do to deal with...

Roxi,
I actually can't remember, I don't think I did!

Yeah, I don't seem to visit much nowdays. :/ And I have been... partly up, partly down, but a lot better than when I used to frequent here, and I remain optimistic!!!

How have you been? Great to hear from you!

Take care,
Annie.

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? ody re Nobody really likes me. No matter how hard I try to recover, I might make some progress but it tends to slip right back. I can't call the person who I usually call cos they are busy. Have I been here before? What did I d...

Could somebody please delete it? C:

http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=135268

Take care,
Annie.

Just wanted to say; I haven't been to BUS in a long time, I'd almost forgotten about it.
Until I got a notification e-mail for this thread, nice surprise at 2.40am!
Anon08, you've had a username change?

Good thoughts to all! ^.^

Take care,
Annie.

Upset/rejected/hopeless because of unrequited things.

To cope:
Understand there's nothing that could possibly be done about it.
Mope, get very involved with friends and hobbies, take a deep breath and reason with self when upset.
Be happy for him.
Accept things are how they are.

Ahhh, I'm proud of how few times I stuttered through that.
Amazing poem!

More times than me then!

This is my first slip in a long time. This happened around Friday lunch-time, so this won't be all so accurate as it wasn't completely immediately after the slip. have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. I washed them. what had happened just before? I was talk...

Sorry, I don't know how to delete threads, so edit.

pm's sent to:

WhereIsTheLove
Reign_From_Sky

pm's sent to:

Lameduck
fadingsmile219

pm sent to:

kpisliving

I helped my dad get to sleep last night.

Take care,
Annie.

I made plans to fix my sleeping.

(Granted, the plans were, stay up all night so tomorrow my sleeping pattern will be 'back in sync'! )

Take care,
Annie.

PM sent to...

darkfire

(oh yes, i'm back... )

I'm worried that it'll be awkward to accept his gift of chocolate.
Wait, I'm just worried it'll be awkward.

Take care,
Annie.