bus

because then i'd have to wear the bracelets to winterfest..

hey. go fuck yourself so your not such a bitch all the time. i'm always bitchy because i'm depressed. your just yelling at me. i apologized. twice. stop it already and lets be friends again. P.S. your other 'bff' is a bigger bitch than you. she'll show her true colors the way she did to me eventuall...

i didn't cut today.
i didn't scare any small children.
i didn't run with scissors.(haha..ha)
i didn't eat paste.
ooh its past midnight...make all of this for yesterday lol
and i played nice with the other children.

the thought of rolling into my nice warm bed again at the end of the day and sleep.

Name: ruby Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: stay stopped If so what is your motivation: people don't want me to hurt myself, and i don't want anymore scars Favorite coping skills: talking to someone Coping skills that work the least: red marker Safe places you can go: my closet Identif...

i'm worried that my friends are fake.
and they just talk about me when i'm not around.
and that something awful will happen to my sister.

ruby

i just realized that it is my fault my parents are divorced.
i gained a few pounds in a few days
i started cutting again but none of my friends IRL actually care...
i'm really depressed and SU constantly....but i'm good at hiding it

I get to skip some school tomorrow to see my daddy. I can't wait.

Hey great job everyone!!
(And thats really great, Annie!)
I'm not really proud but I've almost gone through January (my. worst. month. ever.) without any permanent SI!
YAY!
Great job everyone else!!!!!
ruby

Wow, for some reason I typed this out the first time I read this thread but didn't post sooo Well...for starters..I'd like to still be alive :) And I'd be starting college.. From this very second? Going back to school from winter break? Or deciding what to do during my J-term home. I think I'll stay...

I second the middle by jimmy eat world. and I know this is weird but..the Degrassi theme song :) Its really positive and upbeat and it makes me happy. (Am I allowed to post links? Delete/change if not.) YouTube link to a video with 5 different versions in a row of it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=...

I have a lisp (I talk funny) Not good for the self esteem And super annoying when someone says "Wait what?" Or "Whoa do you have an accent, you talk funny" Or when speaking in front of the class. Oh and there was that one time the speach teacher at my 5-6th grade school came up to me and said "I'm c...

I told myself to go on BUS and respond to 5 posts before I did anything I got totally sidetracked (I'm good at that.)

Yea, I have random knitting projects that I don't want to finish and I've found that, in the heat of the moment, taking my tool to those instead of me is a better thing to do and a "oh my gosh...my poor skin" sort of thing.

this works for me somewhat, but I put a red marker to draw on myself above my tool. that way i try the marker first.

please tell on me.
i'd rather cry then SI..but it never
works that way.

I feel like SIing, but I'm not going to. i'm going to my sisters concert. so i won't be able to.

and i feel a bit left out. but i can't change that...

All day staring at the ceiling Making friends with shadows on my wall All night hearing voices telling me That I should get some sleep Because tomorrow might be good for something Hold on Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown And I don't know why [Chorus] But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwel...

i'm worried that i'm annoying everyone. i'm worried that if i change back from being depresed no one will like me. i'm worried that someone will tell on me. i'm worried that my mom will be majorly disapointed in me if she finds out about my SIing. i'm worried i'm making myself anemic. i'm worried th...