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Really lonely.
Extremely depressed.
Tired.
A little bit hungry, but I don't feel like eating, basically because I feel like crap. Ugh.

How will this situation or feeling change if I hurt myself? I won't be depressed anymore. I'll just be numb, What will hurting myself bring to the situation? What will it take away from the situation? I won't feel so lonely. But then I'll be bleeding, and failing again. How do I want to feel about t...

I voted no. While I can see that there can be connection in some cases, I was never spanked. I think, maybe once. That's like, it. And I laughed. Because it didn't hurt. So, I don't see a connection.

Have you taken care of your physical wounds? If not, go do that now. We'll wait. Yeah, as best as I can. It's been a while since I have, so I don't have any band-aids, unfortunately, but I cleaned and alcoholed. What had happened just before? Someone told me I should. I was upset, and they said tha...