bus

figure out what you want and have the guts to tell me the truth, this back and forth thing is killing me emotionally.....it has to be all or nothing right now. i would rather have you tell me you don't have time for me, then to tell me you are there for me anytime and when I ask for a little time yo...

I asked for help from a friend so I could talk instead of cut.

Why is it so hard for you to see that I need you? You know my story and know I can't ask, you have seen it before...I need you more than ever right now!!!!!!! I am sorry I let you down.

I am learning to put my SI energy into other things, like today I cleaned the truck inside and out.
This weekend will be one month SI free and I am feeling good.

This list is awesome.

I didn't want to cry alone, thank you.