bus

Unwanted and undesirable
Lonely
Fearful of my inner dark thoughts
Like I wish I was "more well" mentally

I didn't want to think about how I would have to hide the SI.

I also don't need more prominent ones than the ones I already have.

I don't know what in the hell I'm supposed to say if I am to ask for support from you. You should stop asking 'what is wrong' if you really think that reconsidering psychiatric help is some kind of a joke. It took a lot for me to even respond, but now this?

Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? This situation will not change at all, and I know it. It is just so difficult to listen to the urge, rather than feeling as if I have to im...

I'm stressing out about money yet again.


On another note, I wonder if I'll ever be truly happy again.

Sad
In pain
Self-destructive

Very lonely and tired.

Very alone, dissociated, and sad.

Today is one of those days that I wish that I could just hide from everyone... forever...

i am... -alive -sentient i am not... -fine i feel... -lonely -tired -somewhat sad -isolated -confused i want... -real friendship -to be truly happy -rest -time to meditate in silence i need... -provisions -water i have... -provisions -support i love... -feeling like my emotions are validated -talkin...

sad
unfulfilled
tired

This entire season is just so triggery to me. I feel so alone...

It seems that ever since I registered for bus, I have been online during the holidays. But at least the forums are here.

1. stressed about family situations and how I wish I lived alone.
2. can't wait to see the t this week. I just want to talk to someone, I feel so lonely. Until then... :/
3. I still need a main interest.

If I didn't pass this one class in particular, I don't know what I'm going to do, but it won't be positive. Not having very positive thoughts about it (and myself) right now.

1. I'm finding it more difficult to determine how I look and feel - even more difficult than it was in the first place, for me. 2. I hope that I am able to get 'acceptable' grades on my finals. I am really stressed out and worried about this. 3. When will I ever feel emotionally okay? And when will ...

needy
overwhelmed
agitated
lonely

lonely
overwhelmed
sad

In five years, I'll be going for a master's degree. I hope that I will be able to have an internship, at least.