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I didn't SI during my migraine. I'm still being productive even though I'm in a lot of residual pain. I don't know you, but I have to say that I'm proud of you for being able to be productive after having a migraine. I get them and I tend to sleep for days. :roll: Thanks! I used to sleep for days -...

I didn't SI during my migraine. I'm still being productive even though I'm in a lot of residual pain.

I spent 2 hours with 3 other people and didn't freak out.

Here I am again.

Mirror by Barlow Girl

This song is all about not letting the world define who you are. It's a Christian song - and has been special to me in getting control of my life.

I just want to sleep. I can't take this anymore.

I do not have a physical disability. However, I am dyslexic, disgraphic and have other learning disabilities. On top of that I am hard of hearing - projected to be Deaf by the time I'm 30 (I'm 22 now). I will admit that sometimes my disabilities play into my SI. I have an image of myself as stupid, ...

:blfrwn: :1party2: :blfrwn: Ash, Happy birthday! :newangel: I wish you could be here to celebrate. I drank our favorite wine tonight and fixed spaghetti - just like we did last year. I miss you. So much has happened in 2 months. I wonder what you'd be up to now if you were still here...you'd be in y...

I miss you...

You didn't do anything to help me this break. I told you how upset he made me - and you said he was too old, you couldn't do anything. Now, you want me to write a letter to your boss to say that you didn't know you were supposed to be at work yesterday - and I'm the one that caused you to miss it. H...

I hate you. I hate that I hate you. I don't want to see you, but I'll put on my happy face and pretend that I'm so excited to be with you. And when you turn away, I'll wipe the tears I cry - but I won't let you see them. You don't deserve to know that I hate you so much.

I'm so scared...

I love you, but I hate what you've put me through. I don't know how I'm going to handle you for 18 whole days. I want to come home, but I don't want to see you. Sorry, it's the truth. But I still love you.

Hot, yet freezing

Tired
Annoyed that I can't sleep
Worried
Anxious

I'm so overwhelmed. I don't know if I can keep fighting

*ED trigger* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * I know this board is mainly for SI urges, but I really have an urge to purge right now. I just ate a small meal - something from a local middle eastern restaurant in the area. Since I'm trying to be healthy overall - I though I'd try rationalizing why I need ...

Can Anybody Hear Her? - Casting Crowns She is running A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction She is trying But the canyon's ever widening In the depths of her cold heart So she sets out on another misadventure just to find She's another two years older And she's three more steps behind Does ...

Broken hearted, depressed, angry, shocked, torn, sad...very sad.

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