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I was at work.......................I work in a hospital and people may notice my disappearence.

Totally want to scream in this hospital full of pts. Do you think my staff will think I'm crazy.
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Im not that computer savy, this probably will not work anyway. i am... alone, pathetic, loser, weak, needy, insane i am not... worthy of breathe i feel... stupid........ i want... my mind to leave me alone i need... ???????? i have... ??????? i love... my sons and husband i hate... [/quote]me

I think I should feel anger

I just feel nauseated, short of breath and a little scared.

Lets see, this is a problem for me too. I think that everyone should know how I am feeling. I really feel defeated when people around me dont "realize" how horibly I am suffering. Ok this reasoning isnt fair to me or you. Maybe you should find that one person whom you can really trust and depend on ...

Hopefully finished with graduate school and working. Able to control myself, happy and in love with life.

I could hear my T's voice in the back of my mind, Dont do it just try to make it through and breath damn it breath. It worked and I didnt...........Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I didnt realize they were caps until after I pushed enter. So Sorry!!!!!!
Its not letting me change my email so I'll just not change it. Thanks for your help.

MY EMAIL ADRESS HAS CHANGED AND I CANT SEEM TO BE ABLE TO CHANGE IT IN THE PROFILE SECTION. HELP, I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!

What is your secret? I was raped at work last Febuary, I am a nurse and it was one of the doctors I work with. I work with him on a daily basis. He makes fun of me, he verbally attacks me, he demoralizes me further. He constantly touches me when I am scrubbed in during surgery. My secret is life cha...

What is your secret? I was SA by father multiple times and when I think about it I LOVE to cut Why is it a secret? I havent told how many times and to what extent. I reported to T about the first one but none after that......... What are your feelings about this secret? I am ashamed, embarrassed and...