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by black water lily
Thu Dec 13, 2007 7:51 am
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 77527

8) I said to myself one day that if I keep SI'ing, I could continue to live like that forever and that I may as well learn to love myself for who I am. :oops: Everytime I think about SI, I immediately think about the negative consequences, such as how others will react. When the feelings get strong,...
by black water lily
Mon Dec 10, 2007 8:28 am
Forum: coping
Topic: The Worry Doll Thread
Replies: 412
Views: 27837

I'm worried that one day, one after another, I'll keep failing socially, and step further and further away from society and from life. That I'll never fit in, never get along, never be employable, never be okay. That no matter how hard I try, I'll remain oblivious to appropriate basic interpersonal ...
by black water lily
Sat Sep 01, 2007 5:09 am
Forum: coping
Topic: my mom (much ranting)-- confused
Replies: 5
Views: 382

Sounds like you really could do with some space from your mum (even if its just for awhile). I get along with my mum almost as well. One time I apoligised for not wanting to see her again, 'cause of the guilt (huge mistake, meant several more years of the same misery). Anyway, isn't it a natural thi...
by black water lily
Fri Aug 31, 2007 12:22 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
Replies: 4840
Views: 256711

I love you.
by black water lily
Wed Aug 29, 2007 1:02 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
Replies: 1638
Views: 101685

I'm a psychology student who's scared of my teachers and classmates.

I'm so afraid of myself, and people do better when i try to keep away from everyone :roll: