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I think this just knocks my self-esteem 10 times more

Sick
Worried

tearful
upset
let down
punished
alone

extremely upset

Anxious

How amazing you are. Do you know how amazing you are? I'm falling for you more and more. You've done so much for me and I don't think you realise that. The fact that you love me, means more to me than anything in this world. I've never felt that safe before, I don't want to ever lose that feeling. I...

Sad
Scared

Tearful

Sad
Worthless

Sad
Scared

suicidal
hurt

I'm standing at the edge and i'm ready to let go

Upset
Panicked
Crying.

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i'm terrified.

I'm a little scared. You like the whole "controlling" thing. And that terrifies me as you know that's what I want to break away from most in my house currently. I can't be controlled by you too. Is that what you have been doing all along, controlling me? I've managed to send myself off into a panic....