bus

- I finished most of my work for this week today
- I got through a scary phonecall

I don't think I can wait much longer. Especially not another 18 months at least.

Z - I need you to be my therapist again.

- I got more jewellery orders from my website
- I started filling in an application form for something which could potentially change my life
- I got through last night

I'm failing at everything. And I want to give up altogether.

I can't deal with this today

Ready to scream.
Anxious.
Upset.
Disappointed.

Feeder - Just a day How come it ended up like this? And who's gonna catch me when I'm coming down To hit the ground again All by myself Waking up at twelve in my clothes again Cause I don't wanna drag you down Hold you down, cause you're a friend I blame myself Feel my head explode from a night of ...

I'm suffocating. And I feel like I'm stuck and I have no idea what I'm meant to be doing. I can't find any solutions.

I really miss you and I feel sad we are apart today, it's the first time we have been since 2005.

Ask me how I am feeling for once

I feel like you dont care as much today. I'm tired.

worried that somethings happened

I'm too tired for anything anymore

Go away, go away, go away, go away. You are scaring me. Get away from my bedroom now.

I sometimes don't want this

If I tell you will you believe me this time

I now feel like that is the only reason you want me to send it to you.

I wish you would contact me more during the day because I worry when I don't hear from you, but I don't think I can explain that to you.