bus

angry

sick
dizzy
tired

I really wonder how long I can carry on this "normal" life. It's just routine so it looks like my home-life is normal but my routine is cracking and I don't think I can carry on with it much longer.

A little annoyed

I got really triggered because a woman sat next to me on the train. What has it come too, can't I have anyone near me anymore for fear of them hurting me?

I'm breaking and I don't think anyone notices how much. I'm being plagued by constant thoughts of su. And I'm worried I will act on them in this state.

I wish I could have saved you at times. I won't ever get over the guilt that I couldn't protect you. I'm sorry. I will always blame myself. I hope you are in a better place now.

I hope to be free one day soon

lost
ill
crampy

i cant take anymore.

why dont you just fucking kill me right now. what you have done hurts as bad. I did nothing to you.

hurt

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I don't think I want to get over this problem I have with food.

I don't have an eating disorder. I don't. I don't. I don't.
I know that I don't.

Asshole leave me alone please. I cant take it tonight

triggered