bus

It's been 5 years since you left and I do still think of you. I really hope you are at peace now.

Please stop saying such horrid things. You are my mother, you aren't meant to treat me this way. Please mummy, please.

i cant stop my tears tonight

I'm heading for a complete breakdown

completely useless

Really overwhelmed

I'm sorry but will you stop assuming things about her? You don't know the situation so don't pretend that you do. I do not want you to hurt her. And I swear to god if you do, then there will be trouble.

physically and mentally drained

why can't you see this is the girl i love? I'm not leaving her so stop fucking asking me too. Stop manipulating me, I've had enough. You know I feel like going away this weekend and never coming back again. Then see what you would think of that. I am not prepared to give her up, I've made my choice....

emotionless

annoyed

leave me alone once and for all please

I don't want to wake up ever again

please can you lift me in your arms, tell me it's okay and reassure me that you won't ever give up. that i am making the right decision, please? im so scared right now, more than you realise.

terrified

scared

I'm terrified

lost

fucking look after your dogs, they arent mine. im not chasing them into that field again. sort them out mum. they are too young to be left unsupervised.