bus

terrified
anxious
upset

Go away from my room. Leave me alone. Your voice is triggering the hell out of me. I hate you. Stop it. Go away please.

I know you wrote it months ago, that you were attracted to guys, when you told me you weren't. I know you want me but I'm still scared and I have that comment in my head everyday that you are wanting them and not me. I know I'm being paranoid, but please reassure me that it's not true and it's just...

I haven't done anything wrong, please apologise to me.

no more. no fucking more. i cant take it.
it won't EVER be happening again.

lost
extremely anxious

Lost
Suicidal

fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. STOP FUCKING HURTING ME. You have pushed me off the edge.
No more. No more.
No fucking more.

My heart is just about ready to give up now

I'm not lying, I'm not. I'd die to prove to you that I'm not. Please believe me

How much have you taken? How much?
FFS, What am I to you?

increasingly frustrated

So I'm just fucking about waiting for no fucking reason? Just fuck off and leave me alone.

Part of something that woman said to me the other day has stayed with me and now I'm even more reluctant to go to the police because of that.

Why dont you f*cking get your head out of your ass for once and realise that the whole f*cking world doesn't revolve around you. You are one of the most irritable people I have ever met and I can't even call you my friend anymore. So just F*ck off and stop texting me with all this.

Hurt
Lost
Alone

im not stupid and pathetic thank you