bus

Have you and yoru friend thought about getting proffesional help or even a third person in to help you both? I really admire you for wanting to help your friend and can totally understand that the task seems impossiable. It might even be impossiable without another person helping. How can two people...

Really really urgy.
Sad.
Disgruntled.
Unsettled.
Annoyed with myself.

Wrote a letter to my t. Will make an appointment to see him and I'll give him the letter. I'm going to try anyhow.

In need of hugs and good cry.

blah.
alone.
lonley...
sore.

Does anyone care?

Hurting.

I don't know....sigh.

Guilty. really guilty...
So why don't do I anything about it?

Hear me. Listen to me. Pay attention to me. Care about me.
Please.

Thats a great idea, chaoscat.
I haven't really used a support system...have tried a lot but they just were not working. I just reward myself by going easy on myself and not taking on more than I can handle (sometimes that doesn't work either ).
Ruby

Hope. Things are gonna be ok.

I just want someone to listen.

Hey welcome to bus. :wavey: I don't really have any advice but I read and I understand a little bit. My mom was also SA as a child and even though I never was, her SA still affected my life. So when I was reading your post I saw my mom a lot in your life. Her pefectionism drives us crazy :). But she...

I just want to give up. Please, just let me give up.

I am losing control.

Hey flying hippo. I don't know much about boderline, flying hippo. I can't help you much there, I am sorry. I am glad, though, that you were able to move away from being broken to having a bit of hope. It is tough when someone says that they're going to turn people against you. I am not sure what to...

Hey Flying Hippo: I'm sorry about your dad dying. That's really tough. Way to go on the two weeks clean. That takes a lot of endurance to not "cut your way out of it". Good job. That takes a lot of hard work and dedication. Fragility is something I think we all struggle with. Life is so fragile and ...

I hardly focused on myself today!!

I'm so scared...

So overwhelmed and so sad.