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I'm proud of myself because I managed to smile and BS my way through an interview today, with no sleep, and still get the job 6 hours later. I'm also proud because I have resisted the urge to SI even though I've wanted to and thought about it so much in the past few days, even though my reason for u...

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!
WHY WON'T YOU LET ME SLEEP CAN'T YOU SEE I'M FINE?!?!?
I LOVE YOU BUT IF YOUR STUPID CAT ATTACKS ME ONE MORE TIME I'MA THROW HER OFF THE F***** BALCONY!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!


*pant pant* That feels better...kinda...

I cry too much IRL. But I passed out today and hit my head and they think I have a concussion but I can't afford to go to the hospital, so I have to stay awake all night and then work tomorrow. And I really want to cry because it hurts really bad and I can't even lie down to rest my head and I'm so ...