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I sometimes wonder the same exact thing and I don`t believe the addiction ever goes away so it`s the same. Either way you`re not doing it but whether you give it up or don`t do it at all doesn`t change the fact that it crosses your mind every once in awhile and you`re pretty much still at risk becau...

Well I still live at home but nobody knows yet. I was thinking of telling them soon though

There`s so many thoughts going through my head right now. so many voices. & just when I thought I'd make it through the pain. I`ve come to a big realization. My SI is because of the deeper meaning of blood. It ties one person to many & I hate what`s flowing through my veins, what`s brought me into e...

That was actually the first time I used that one, the key is to make sure there`s nothing sharp in the bathroom first or it`s almost pointless. That could have contributed to it but for a long time I was angry & blocked people out. Which I found to be pointless because this happened. Akeboshi wind l...

Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? Well it numbs the negative feelings so I can move on but doesn`t neccessarily change the situation. When I do hurt myself I feel like nothin...