bus

all I do is cry, I lay on the bathroom floor on holiday and cried. I swan out in the sea in the sun and cried into the sea. I cry and cry and cry in restaurants, in bathrooms, at work, before I sleep and mst of all when I wake up. I dont know why Im so sad.

Im worried that I destroy every relationship Im in. Im worried that now he has stopped saying I love you that I will be too afraid to ever say it again in case theres no reply again. Im worried that I will always think the worst of him for breaking our trust so early on. Im worried Im not capable of...