bus

Fat

why do u get so horrible to me

confussed but ready to die

want to die
want to cut so bad
want to hurt something
want to scream
want to cry

why dont you care for me

theirs nothing left im hurt enough

get sorted soon

bordering ok

[size=0]one second im me the next i dont know who i am, i want to hurt let all the anger out but i dont i keep it inside and cut and what the thoughts in my head of all those "i deserve to die" etc, but you dont know so it cant hurt you or scare you just kill me but oh well i love you all i care is ...

[size=0]fat[/size]

let it get easier i hate you

listen to me

leave me alone

and you stop hurting me when you say you love me

[size=0]ive been emotionally abused, now my head plays all sorts of tricks on me[size=0][/size]

ha all that time you thought you was perfect look at you now exactly what you didnt like glad your far away you can stay their too im glad your not with him anymore they didnt lke you anyway, you tried to ruin and my relationship now look at you what goes around comes around

[size=0]i feel fat [/size]

omg i cant cry for once i dont need too, how long will it last though

you make me so happy you just cant see how much i love you thank you for being all mine, your perfect

im worried about everything every second that goes by im scared

im grateful to all you here on bus, you are all wonderful, its nice to know that people will listen on here and understand, and do not gudge. thank you so much everyone.