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Name: Ellie Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: yes, trying to reduce If so what is your motivation: my friends and people i care about who have done so much for me and want to show people i can do this and am not letting my mom and everything from my past win Favorite coping skills: drin...

tired
pathetic
weak
want to give up
alone

whooo just to jump in and say a huge well done to you!! you're doing so so well so keep going know you can do it!
take care of YOU
ellie

lonely
triggered

my mate – shes helped me so much and i owe her for so much – if it wasn’t for her and the help and support shes given me i know i wouldn’t be here so keep goin for her – don’t ant everything shes done for me to be for nothing!...and on a lighter side being a picies! makes me determined!!

dirty
pathetic
worthless
useless
sorry was born

i hope i can be understood and accepted for being me

feel rubbish..pathetic and worthless..angry at myself because my friend wants to ring me to talk because she's having a rough time of it all at the moment but i dont feel strong enough to take her call...but i guess that she wants to talk s a positive because she doesnt find it easy to say things

want to cry but cant - years of stopping myself but trying the best i can..