bus

i am...
busy
lazy
irritated

i am not...
losing it

i feel...
disapointed
unwanted
scared

i want...
to sleep for a week
for her to care

i need...
to distance myself
to not get hurt

i have...
to fight the black cloud

i love...
her

i hate...
it all

im so angry you call me your best mate yet you pick fights over the smallest shit and dont contact me for ages. your selfish, you only think of yourself and all i feel is used

i wouldnt still be here if it wasnt for you, i love you so much

i wish it was over

i wish you cared about me as much as i care about you

your selfish you dont care about anyone but yourself

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I just want to scream my flat down!!

No one Knows Queens of Stone Age We get some rules to follow That and this These and those No one knows We get these pills to swallow How they stick In your throat Tastes like gold Oh, what you do to me No one knows And I realize you're mine Indeed a fool of mine And I realize you're mine Indeed a f...

What is your secret? I have feelings for one of my friends Why is it a secret? because i know they dont feel the same way What are your feelings about this secret? scared, that one day im gonna stuff up an say something, an loose my best friend Why are you telling this secret now? because people he...

its all too much

tooooddday sux

thanks guys,

hey guys, so ive been fairly really good lately an havent posted on bus for about 4 months, you know just trying to carry on with life... But now im comming into a really stressful time, exams are comming up and also alot of my friends are not getting along... im kinda starting to feel like i don't ...

todays a crying day

im hanging out here



but id love to be here

im so sick of this!, im so sick of this controling me, controling my life ugggghhhh i dont want to do this anymore, rrrarrrr

sorry that was more of a yell now ill cry

Nirvana 'Somethings in the way' Underneath the bridge The tarp has sprung a leak And the animals I've trapped Have all become my pets And I'm living off of grass And the drippings from the ceiling It's okay to eat fish 'Cause they don't have any feelings (x3) Something in the way, mmm Something in t...