bus

insignificant
stressed
a disappointment
weak

They're Coming For Me - Madina Lake Kick open the bedroom door The walking has turned to a crawl And I just lied to everyone I stumble into the bed And there's where I start to beg For peace of mind Where I'm denied Just like the night before Just like the night before that one And I don't know If I...

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help. Im not okay and im scared. But I can't do this alone. Someone give me the hand I'm looking for.

You don't have to reply to any of these, I'm just tossing some things out there that struck me and you might want to think about. ---------- Does crying always mean need? That's what kept striking me over and over that you're afraid to cry because it makes you seem needy. What makes that connection?...

I feel like everyone thinks i'm faking.

Why would I chose this?

After: Questions to Answer After A Slip slips are chances to learn. you figure out what stresses are still too hard for you and you can work on how you'll deal with them next time you run into them. so instead of beating yourself up, take action. have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, ...

F - I'm really fucking hurt that you will take any excuse I give you to push me away. You don't understand how important it is for me to have someone or at least the *idea* of someone and a family to fall back on. I don't like feeling like I've been abandoned in a place thats not my own. I don't lik...

Plus, I haven't really used SI in a while, so I know I can get through things without it. I might not get through them gracefully, but I guess I do get through them... kindof.... That tends to get me through a lot of rough patches, but I'll admit, it makes the time I slip that much more slippery an...

Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It won't be as overwhelming, I'll feel like I'm better to equipped to handle it for right now. what will hurting myself bring to the situat...

defining pointless by knowing that i was just trying to distract myself and knowing that its never worked in the past and wasn't going to work now.

· have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. Yes · what had happened just before? I was going to take a shower, to ready for work – before that I was checking my email, myspace, college mail · what were you thinking and feeling? I was feeling frazzled, overworke...