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if it makes you feel good and its not beco0mking like a addiction, whats so wrong with it É :P

i talked to you once about SI over a year ago.
Ive heard the jokes you and evryone make (not that its necesarily direscted towards me)
*moves hand over arm* AGGG i want attention

you have scars to. what gives

for my boyfriend.

so i dont have to hide.


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i havnt SIed in 3 weeks.

i havnt sabatoged myself

im going to try to get out of the house
i havnt let anyone down

when i trace sacsr i find it makes it worse for me.. but sometimes better cause i realize the extent of the damge i have done to myself.. although alot of scars are visable in certain light down my arm, i am no where near as "cut up" as i used to be....


damn scars though.. i hate them

its always been hard for me to cry.. and when i do i cant stop.. and i go all red like im having a reaction to something or something fakked up.. i usualy SI as a replacement..maybe? or at least i used to

awhile back i was on here as userfriendley but forgot my password and it wouldnt let me use the same email so i abandened it.. i was just wondering if i could keep my password and posts.. but chane my name from SplinteredGirl

To UserFriendley
??

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? ---i know it wont actualy change how im feeling, im learning that, but its just how i get away from myself what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? ---it will let my relax for awhile but wh...

i had a yes i told them.. but it didnt work

my boyfriend makes me try.. and the fact that when i want to talk about it to a friend.. id rather talk about how proud i am that i havnt .. rather then i have today or the other day

i know when my parents found out it was hell. had to go to counceling and all that crap .. but i was so far into it i didnt want to stop.. or even considered it an option.. i guess im just wondering if the teens or maybe even the adults have parent who know or they want them to know

good luck.. its amazing how many differnt people do this... you can tell when you look at the range of people on here.. and wow you have a family.. im only 18 and just have a bf.. i hope i can stop in the next year.. ive been doing this for at least 4 years or more

one thing i do is i print out a kids coloring page i like.. and i trace it.. b4 id get a detailed one and color it.. but this way you can color it when your done.. and you feel like youve acomplished something.. or at least i do