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Is there any dang way to cope with the death of a child? My niece passed away recently and I am just swimming with greif. I cant function and all I do is cry. How do you deal with the death of a child????

I hate you stupid fucking doctor. Its your fault she died. Why did you let her die???

And god, universe "benovlant" force, or whatever WHY THE BLOODY HELL DO YOU TAKE BABIES FROM THEIR FAMILIES????? WHY??

Why my little girl, why? I was supposed to be taking her to get manicures in a few year. Not taking flowers to her grave.
*sobs*

I am proud of myself today because during patient treatments today my clinical instructor told me I did a good job and did not have to make any corrections to what I was doing.