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i make friends easily

i'm faking everything

confused. drunk. scared

Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I don't know. he won't listen to me. i'll be more distant from all my real friends what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what wil...

It's by Sick Puppies. I love them! 9. Maybe Verse 1 Maybe I'm a dreamer Maybe I'm misunderstood Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should Maybe I'm crazy Maybe I'm the only one Maybe I'm just out of touch Maybe I've just had enough Chorus Maybe it's time to change And leave it all behind I'v...

I didn't want to start all over again.

i wish i had never met him

i didn't hurt myself

i did a good job at work

i made friends

conflicted and overwhelmed

*violence*

I wish I remembered beating the shit out of you. I wish you could feel what you make me feel

tired
sleep

I wish I had a better job.
I wish I could talk to W

lost
angry
lonely

The world was supposed to stop when he died

I miss M. I am so very protective of Ch. I want to be good, but I can't stand it anymore. I want a divorce W.

my friends, my son, me

I hope that I get to be in a really good relationship some day.

I hope my kid grows up ok.

I hope that one day I will like myself.

I will leave you if things don't get better. I feel alone in the bed next to you. It's getting difficult to not flirt with other guys. I want attention. I want a boyfriend. I don't want to think you're special if you don't think I'm special. Why aren't I special enough to you? What was so special ab...

Before: Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? it won't change. i'll have all the same problems what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the si...