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:blfrwn: :blfrwn: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: I had enough of mum being ill , i want my boyfriends hugs long distance relationships harder than i though i miss him and it hurts. I want to be back in the boarding house with my friends not at home as an adult trying to get a job and uni im too young for this

1. escomo kisses 2. dancing 3. tight long cuddles 4. feeling protected like no one can hurt me because im not alone. 5. Ducks 6. necklaces 7. flicking through old photos 8. cheering others up 9.westlife 10. emminem 11. tennis with my dad 12. swimming under water 13. people who love me 14. mums cooki...

i cant cope with that disapointed look on my bf face

i got through last night

that the romantic spark has gone
that youl leave me
that you want her
that i will fail this year of college
that il slip backwards when i move back home

i forgive you but dont hurt me again i cant take it

im afraid i only took him back cause sometimes when where afraid of loosing someone we bring them closer

on the edge
lonely
confused
sleepy

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i wanna be with my ex

that im falling for my exboyfriend again as were becoming closer mates that im a failure that il slip back into SH when i move back home next year that P isnt okay that C will wiggle her back into my life only to hurt me again that my ex will find out about my past and what i didnt tell him that i m...

its a month later and i still miss my ex , whats that about we were only together 4 months including two months of summer holidays? i miss having someone and knowing those times together wont happen again hurts. I miss having a cuddle at the end of the day i miss the way he used to look at me i know...

stopped thinking about the bad things people have said to me

i am... unique a good person a survivor not a victim i am not... going to sit here feeling sorry for myself going to start a rebound relationship i feel... unsure musically a bit sad i want... to relive memories a jolly song chocolate spread i need... to get my laptop lead sleep is good i have... al...

i got a hug

all triggers mum - i cant believe u said to me " you dont have to pretend to be okay i know ur not okay" and this is just over my know ex yes im not okay but wtf when i really wasnt okay when i was sh , when i was being SA, my longest friend was dying , i was suicidal and u were to busy having panic...

im afraid what he did to me will ruin every relationship i ever have and makes me feel like meat to men thats why i call myself bisexual

SA, Alcohol , sex ex boyfriend - i dont get how u can go from saying u love me to i dont have feelings for you anymore in the space of less then a week. This makes me think did u ever really ever love me was it just about sex , this hurts to much i loved u and know i still have feelings for u 2 week...