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It was really my own depression. I went through a lot of therapy about SA that took a lot of energy. I am now trying to schedule my life and parent myself so to speak, and I can definately try to make the welcome wagon routine. It is easier now that some other of life's stresses have been or are bei...

I am doing superficial things to deal with the urges. Superficial in that they don't directly involve themselves with the urges, not that they don't help at all. These things are washing my car and eating well (I don't want to eat when I am depressed). I also am just telling myself no about SI. I'm ...

This was hard for me to write and contains SA and much about sexuality. Please do not read it if you feel you may want to respond with something judgemental, because I want only encouragement and advice. Thank you. Just trying to be honest, I don't know what to type. I'm afraid to express anything. ...

Thanks you two. Plantt, to respond to your general approach, I do know that love is more than fuzzies, and what I have sighted from my own experiences of loving myself is with that taken into account. When I talk about loving myself it is with regard to doing that constantly, not just when convienie...

Alright, so I figure that this is a good time to explore my feelings about SI, mainly because I really don't want to. I slipped pretty badly yesterday, and today I am feeling really ill about everything and about life in general. But I can really identify some of the reasons why I gave in like I did...

This is a great post. Too tired to post responses right now though. Maybe later.

-Contactor Jed

Here's myraid's first post:

http://busmail.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php? ... ht=#310279

-Contactor Jed

limestone said coolbeans... that's neat.