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helo again didnt think id be back here but i cut again for the first time in a few mounths

iv been arguin with my gf and it just hurts so much

i no wt u mean all of my problems seem 2 come from school 2 wt i do is if i feel like siing when i get hom, is 2 hold a pice of ice realy tightly in my hand untill it melts and that calms me down. try finding something that gets in the way of urges. or even better try and avoid or nutralise ur main ...

i can push everything inside and pretend its nt there

thnx i might actualy get one because sleeping is something i realy h8 doin

i kinda dread the end of the day becasue i no when i go to sleep i kinda lose controle over wt my mind is thinking

my freind said she knows where i can get one so she'll take me after work expreance

i feelt better 3 weeks ago because everything seemed 2 be gettin better

but it just got worse

my firend said about dream catchers

did it work 4 u??

i am inportant to at least one person i am not usless stupid unwanted invisible a coward a freek atetion seeking better of dead i feel heart broken empty confused i want to be happy to get over her i need sombody to want me i have the best friends in the world i love my best freind my family my dog ...

empty

well i finaly no wt it is to be so depresed u cant cry my feelings are locked up inside of me again where they belong and iv thrown away the key i cant blame her 4 nt lovin me im nt sure i wd if i met myself my best friend is almost entirly keeping me goin now i dont no wt happend 3 weeks ago i ws h...

iv just had another stupid little argument with my this girl (im nt actualy sure wts happening between us). its always over stupid things but it breaks my heart and i just signed out of msn without sayin good by casue i gt sick of it and now i realy regret it. seems like my list of suport id getin t...

unloved
angry
scared
confused

i love u more than life itself

all i want is 2 be with you

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

just make ur fkin mind up do u love me or nt

dont worrie 2 much about this. somtimes when people are havin a hard time they take it out on other people becasue they dont want 2 blame themselves. just remeber one thing if she says stuf like tht again. you are not to blaim things will get easyer when she sorts out wtever proablems she seems to b...

i just limit the amount i can do it each day. its nt perfect buts it the best i can do at the mo

i find it realy hard 2 cry mavy these gys might be better at it :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :c...

i have a small teady tht i have had 4 my entire life and sometimes when i wake up at 3 in the morning i will reach 4 him and hold him so tight and it makes me feel like just maby i am nt alone

hay gr8 list got a few ideas of my own some of the msound a bit stupid but they work 4 me so they might 4 u i duno?? 1. brushing my teath 4 ages (told you it sounded stupid) 2. weight lifting 3. chewing gum 4 this by a paket and stuf the whole lot in at once(this also works with buble gum if u dont ...

we all know the feeling

everyone has had it at lest once in the life

you feel uslesss

but when u do just stop and think what ur best quality it

i can make people smile

wt bout u

give it a try xxx

(if you realy cant think of one ask a friend)

pms are fine i si casue i feel like im nt doing well enough in my school work and have promised myself that if i do better the pain will stop i feel goiulty about feeling bad about my problmes casue they are so insignificant. the are people in the world who have problems tht are much bigger thn mine...

thanks that helped me take my mind of things 4 bout 4 hours