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I wish someone would freaking understand that I don't want to feel this way. I try so hard to feel good and sometimes I just get swept up in the crap. I feel like such a burden to my family and friends.

Sick, worthless.

I'm worried because I have to talk to the principal at my school tomorrow about some issues I've been having. I haven't been to the school since last Wednesday (avoiding much?) and it's 3:30am and I still haven't managed to fall asleep. I did sleep all day though.. So hopefully I will be okay...so I...

FlyingOnBrokenWings wrote:I didn't SI during my migraine. I'm still being productive even though I'm in a lot of residual pain.

I don't know you, but I have to say that I'm proud of you for being able to be productive after having a migraine. I get them and I tend to sleep for days.

Overwhelmed and helpless

I hope to love and be loved.

I hope that this stops hurting.

I am grateful for KJ because she loves me even when I'm not feeling very lovable.

I have spent days staring at the ceiling and called it "dealing with things".

So now I am going to get out of bed, off of the computer, and busy with homework, housework, and other things that need to be done.

I hope I get accepted because I'm only applying to one place.

I wish that you called or responded to my messages.. You changed my life and now we never talk.. :/ It hurt that you didn't call to tell me you weren't going to show up last night.

Thank you.

You're gone..and I'm so sorry that the family could be with you. I hope you're in a better place now.