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how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It will bring relief, I will no longer feel as on edge. I will feel able to take care of myself again. I will feel in control. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? It will bring: relie...

lonely,
afraid,
longing,
driven.

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I will feel in control, I will feel safer. I will also feel guilty but I think the relief outweighs that, at least in the moment. Tomorrow I will probably feel more guilt. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take ...