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Why didn't you find me before I married him?

I'm worried that he'll leave me.

I'm worried that he'll want to stay.

I'm worried that I will never be happy.

Thank you all for the good suggestions. Every time someone says something I tend to panic and freeze, like I'm being caught doing something wrong. I know everyone means it in a nice way, because honestly, I do need to lose weight, but I don't want to do it in an unhealthy way.

Does anyone have any tips for dealing with "positive" reinforcement that is actually bad? I've had several people tell me this week that they can see that I'm losing weight--which would be fine except my ED is in full force at the moment and I don't need any more encouragement to keep it going when ...

I hope I can stop before I kill myself. I hope I can find a way to finally be happy. I hope I can love my husband the way he deserves to be loved. I hope one day love and sex don't make me feel sick. I hope my students understand that I have to enforce silly rules like the dress code and cell phone ...