bus

My fiance
God
My Team

I hope to make it through tonight with a sound mind.

:uhhh: Name: Heather :uhhh: Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: trying to stop :uhhh: If so what is your motivation: It hurts y future hubby :uhhh: Favorite coping skills: still looking :uhhh: Coping skills that work the least: talking :uhhh: Safe places you can go: anywhere but my room :...

I am scared of the day when my parents will decide to disown me.

low and useless


Physically write out my feelings and then write out why I'm feeling this way (takes up time and makes me realize I have better things to do).

I feel so useless. Like dead weight to them.

I don't understand why you look up to me. To be perfectly honest, I'm the last person you want to be like.. All it does is puts more pressure on me to be someone that I'm not at all. Please don't keep reminding me that "there's always someone watching you". You think I don't already know that you fr...

strong
hungry
giggly (is that right?)
like crying
mad
loved

Stand My Ground-Within Temptation I can see When you stay low nothing happens Does it feel right? Late at night Things I thought I put behind me Haunt my mind I just know there's no escape Now once it sets its eyes on you But I won't run, Have to stare it in the eye Stand my ground, I won't give in ...

I hope I can actually be honest.. to myself

:star: Name: Heather :star: Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: Yes, I'm trying to stop. :star: If so what is your motivation: So my new boyfriend won't find out. :star: Favorite coping skills: Thinking of how pround he is of me.. :star: Coping skills that work the least: Rereading diarie...

hopeful for once

I love him so mch. He completes me like no one else. But I'm too afraid of getting hurt to give him my whole heart......

Because I'm officially 2 weeks SI free today!!!