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I tend to over-analyze pretty much everything. Things I said in a conversation (how stupid the things I said were) what I could have made better this that. Everything. Does anyone know of like something to help this? I've heard of cognitive something something? Someone try to explain this to me? Tha...

ou I really do like that! joins rainbow to go find cards and markers.

(**possible trigger?**) [words]






All I want to say is this:when someone is thinking about su their thinking about all the relief they will feel afterwards. Except you can't feel anything if your not alive.

I recently saw a commerical for prefer on (yes from headon) it's for scars and i've heard highly of it. Has anyone tried it yet? Are there any other good treatments to help eliminate the scars.

I have been trying so hard for days. To stop eating. I was doing good, untill this afternoon. I had only eaten twice in the past 30 hours. And then I ate a whole load of crap. Potato chips, and pretzels, and yogurt, and I don't know what else. And thhis only makes me feel like I have no self-discipl...

I think my mom is starting to get suspicious. I dont know what to do.

If you can, cozy up in a nice blanket, and read or watch a favortie movie. I sometimes find laying in bed watching a show I really get into puts me in a haze and makes it easrier to fall asleep. Also low lighting tells your brain its time to sleep, cell phones, and computer screens are not the place...

WHY WONT YOU FUCKING LISTEN TO ME!>? everything is about you guys. You all had a bay day you all got in a fight. You guys got upset. I DONT GIVE 2 SHITS. WHAT ABOUT ME FOR ONCE? Oh how are you doing? Are you ok?

mainly my wrist, I have a few faint ones on my shoulder but barely noticable

I have never had this problem before since Ive only been cutting for a little over a year. But not near the summer. I dont know how to cover up my cuts. Definately can not use band-aids, and I have wristbands like in punk bands but Im afraid my mom is getting suspicous. I dont know what to do.

worthless
frustrated
upset
pissed off
like giving up
like si'ing
some who just doesnt give a damn anymore

My dad can just go fuck him self. Take all his money buy another new car, and go live a double life. Well sit here and rot away like he has always wanted. Break down, and bring back wounds that never healed. And I just dont give a shit anymore if you even try. Dont look at me. Stop talking to me. Te...

my dad practically abandoned my mom, sister and I for his girlfriends family


never admited to that before.

it takes a hell lot for me to cry in real life excpet movies, lol I just want to bawl my eyes out.

wow thanks for all the info. Ive never blacked out but I just couldnt think of a better way to say. You pretty much covered it. Yeah in school I get asked if Im drunk sometimes just cause Im so off. I didnt really know if other people experienced anything like it, or what ya know? Thanks alot.

I dont get it, its like your lifeline to reality has suddenly been cut off. Your in the kitchen one minute and 5 later your upstairs. It's just odd. Ive heard other people experience this but why?

thanks everyone for your support, I managed to get through the hours untill finally passing out for bed =] not as bad as yesterday but I'm trying really hard. I have tried the ice, rubber band, and red marker trick but none really seem to work for me. I'm here for anyone else going through this, tha...

I can feel it building up. That feeling when you know you're gonna cut. I usually do right after I take a shower, so I'm trying to avoid it for a little bit untill I figure out how not to cut. Anyone with some advice? I've gone a whole month, and I dont wanna mess it up.