bus

i got out of bed this morning

i hate you but i dont want you to leave me

i love him even though it would never work

Can I have my place deleted because i want to start afresh.
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=110411 im hoping that is the link.
thank you very much

got no real tears left so virtual will have to do

i hope this will work

i cant believe we did that!

i had a productive day

better but still low

stupid
ashamed
embarrassed
down
sad

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i fucked up big time

im worried ill never stop

stupid
disappointed
alone

i wish i had the courage to tell him how i feel

not that great
pretending
tired

because i realised that people would see it.

i commend what you are doing
you are such an inspiration.