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But look! You have one of those ticker things going on... you've been doing well, with or without him. It must be a testosterone thing... this "fix it" syndrome, but I'm thankful that he wasn't someone who just walked away... no matter how much it hurts him inside or how much anxiety it causes just ...

Typo... I'm glad you're still here fighting. :-) Although I'm not proud of alot of things today, I am proud I walked on the treadmill for 1 mile... I was supposed to do 2, but I just got lazy, I guess. I'm out of my anxiety meds and don't have insurance for another week and feel like I'm crawling ou...

I'm learning so much about myself right now doing a bible study on "Making Peace With Your Past: Adult Children of Dysfunctional Families" by Tim Sledge, and I completely relate to pushing people away before they "leave" or can "hurt me" or what have you. I relate to withdrawing and going into an av...

It's not going to be easy... I had to tell mine. It was an awkward conversation at first, and I even started laughing (out of embarrassment... I didn't know what to do!) I told him, and didn't show him. I talked to him about why I did it, and that I am getting help for it. I told him it's not a suic...

The best song I can describe how I feel is by Plumb, and the track is "Cut" I'm not a stranger, No I am yours. With crippled anger, and tears that still drip sore. A fragile frame aged, with misery, and when our eyes meet I know you see.... I do not want to be afraid. I do not want to die inside Jus...

:puppydogeyes: :puppydogeyes: :puppydogeyes: :puppydogeyes: No one is going to save me... :shakehead: :shakehead: :shakehead: :shakehead: Its down to me... :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: :bsad: But I know I'm not worth it... :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: :bawl: I understand how you're feeling, and I'll validate that....