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At my last counseling session, I came to the realization that many of my emotional problems stem from my belief that I'm unloveable. My counselor suggested that I make a list of things about myself that I like, things that are good. I've been trying to do that over the past few days, but it is genui...

The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock. T.S. Eliot is good for sad times.

I'm not good enough for him.

He's brilliant and creative and compassionate and interesting and independent.

I'm mediocre and fake and selfish and boring and needy.

What the f does he think he's doing with me?

When will he wake up and realize who I am? When will he leave?

I love cooking, and sometimes I cook to take my mind off things. Today I was cutting up a huge red onion for some soup, and I was surprised at how good the onion tears felt! I've been really worked up the past couple of days, but I haven't been able to cry. Sometimes not being able to cry makes my s...