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Okay. So I've been generally in a good way for some months now. And the urge to SI has usually subsided. I know it will never been gone, and any time I'm stressed out it comes back. But I'm better at dealing with it. The catch is that I've noticed there are certain types of music and movies, specifi...

I'm in a really hard program in school as well, and I've tried to tell myself that, with the difficulty of what I'm doing now, the best I can do is the best I can do- and stressing out about it won't make my grades any better. That said, I've been putting all my classes and activities on one big gri...

I don't think I believe in love anymore.
I feel it, I'm just too exhausted to think that it means anything.


pm's okay

(PMs/comments fine) + If you asked me to, i would marry you + I'm terrified of dying alone + I wish you would pay uninterrupted and constant sexual attention to me + I'm way kinkier than you know. **SU** * * * * + though I have no real intention of carrying it out, I've never told anyone how ridicul...

I don't know if this is a rule or more of a compulsion, but I can't overlap old scars. which is weird, because I almost always crisscross current ones, but I can't touch the old ones. The more contructive rules I've been trying to set out for myself are talking to someone or writing before I'll SI. ...