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Thank you, LBC. I really appreciate your support and hearing from you, even all this time afterward. When you say, "Arc," are you referring to "Down the Long Day's Arc"? And what is a place thread? I'd like to learn to use this forum better. Thanks again, so much. Take good care, and be well, me.

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Very, very frightened. Like I'm not in control.

Thank you, pelagic and joeygirl. Your words are important to me.

Best wishes to you,

me.

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Very frightened.

I have this feeling of great trepidation for someone close to me.

Like this guy:
http://pst.rbma.com/content/Funky_Winke ... e=20080817

Hurrah, xStarBright! Good for you for finding a good substitute!

Angry
Disappointed in myself
My mood is crashing
Frustrated with myself
Trapped in my gender role
Inadequate
Crashing
Hurting
Hopeless
Hurting
Tired
Afraid
Like a shrewish 1950s housewife
Like I'll never learn to regulate my mood.
Afraid.
Tired.

I feel blessed. I also miss SI, though.

Lethargic

Full

Buzzy

Stiff neck

Sore back, sore tummy

Looking forward

Fuzzy
Sleepy
Frustrated

today I feel committed to having and making a future for myself.

Right now I feel frightened, but better for having read the Bus list.

Sorry, I thought better of that post seeing as I have colleagues who also visit this site. Thanks, y'all.

I'm having a hard time right now.

Thank you, LBC! It's good to hear your reply and encouragement. Here are the steps I'm taking to get better: 1. I dressed the wounds today. 2. I removed all the sharp objects from my office, and put a picture on my office door to remind me to take a deep breath and not act out of compulsion. 3. I ma...

* have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. They heal up on their own. Look pretty gross, though. * what had happened just before? I got a hurtful email from someone whom I used to believe was a good friend. * what were you thinking and feeling? That this was t...

Thanks for the replies. That verse from Philippians is really great!



Peace to you,

me