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I want to go away. I want to leave you, and, sooner or later, I will. I would be better off alone.

Exercise, work & laughter might help with the ashamed too, Jane...

I feel -- my joints hurt.

Stop typing!

I need sex in my life. I've been thinking about other people, in part because I don't have that with you.

Hope you slept well, :cowsleep: Elizabeth Poe, and :1cat: Chey... I hope the exam & paper went well, a7xcncangel :grad: ! Those sound like wise, safe choices, Stormy Llwellyn :gooddeal: . Sounds like you made a good, proactive plan for the future, Stefani140 :bfly: . I've always wanted to read Dune ...

Antsy.

Get work done!

Thanks for the reminder -- I hadn't really gotten the hang of finding the newbies, so this was a good reminder to check the "how tos" of this community. !Gracias!
-Jamas

Hungry & sleepy. ---> Make some hot cocoa!

What kind of art do you make, Chey? Are there any photos of it online?

Hope things are going OK and are still on track.

Hope you're doing well this weekend.

1. Hungry.
2. Eat!

Sounds like you have a good strategy, Treasure! And thank you for the words of wisdom...

Tired.

Sleep, some.

Overwhelmed, frustrated, anxious, all wound up.

What I'm going to do about it:

-laundry
-make doctor's and dental appointments for myself
-order a new part for the oven
-fix my computer
-hopefully fix my bike
-...and get down to doing my homework...

That sounds cool! Kind of like Pandora's box, in reverse...

What kinds of things would one put in a hope box?

Anxious, dread.

Going to listen to meditation music and get this first piece of homework DONE!

I'm sorry that you feel like you've been alone in all this. :1soothe: It sounds like a lot to have to deal with by yourself. I'm glad you're fighting the urge to SI ... you sound like a very strong person. I believe in you. :bonsai: It's great you're talking with your therapist in the program. I hop...

I care...

Wishing you hope and help...

-Jamas

It sounds like you're feeling frustrated and scared and confused right now, to not be able to get your medications -- is that right? Perhaps your case manager could help you to get your prescriptions filled? Is there anything that could persuade your family doctor to help you? Best of luck, :clover:...

Tired.

Finish my Criminal Procedure reading, then go home & sleep?

Unhappy.

Cross off things on the "to-do" list and get them done, then focus on doing the more enjoyable things.

Despondent. Weepy. Fragile. Paranoid. Harassed. Anxious. Nervous. Full of dread. Like I have lead in my stomach. Insecure -- like nobody likes me. Left out. Afraid. Lightheaded.