bus

Im so proud of you, its huge step to take to realizing that.

congratulations on being 7 weeks free - thats so good!! x

...i remember

I hope the markers work for you it didnt for me becaus eithink for myself its more about felling it than seeing it but i found that ice cubes helped a little in that area.

good luck

The letter writing is a good idea. It helps to kind of clarify your own thoughts i suppose and express them which makes it that teeny bit easier to deal with. Are you close with your sisters? if they went through it too it might help you to speak with them. See how they have dealt/are dealing with i...

The Christian rock music helps make me feel a bit better about what happened. It was my step-father and ex-bf though not my cousin. If you want to talk about it with someone whos been there feel free to add me to msn or email me Gods_jigsaw@hotmail.com I hope you can work through this so you can lea...

i miss my nan i wish she were here to hold me right now. My best friend is dieing. My career is ruined. I truely am lost and alone.

Without even lifting a finger i already hurt so much...

My so called 'best friend' at the time told my mum when i was 12. I told her it was a one off thing and she believed me untill i was about 16 and getting ready for prom, scared from fresh cuts and my dress so i had to tell her again. Now she's alwas suspiscous but wont say. I've made her believe tha...

I hope that one day i can talk about si in the past tense.

I hope one day to be proud of getting through it instead of being ashamed to be doing it.

I cleaned the whole friggin' house today to take my mind of si but now there's nothing left to stop me, to help me.

Im so week....

i dont think i have any water left in me for the tears

like my insides are doing backflips

maybe i shouldnt of taken so many...

pm's welcome...

He raped me

My escape is being on/in the water. Nothing else matters then
Also when riding my motorcycle.
I just cant do them as much as id like to.

Graffiti art sounds good. Do you have any pictures you could post?

Jiggy x

I feel proud today because i made i through the night...

Dont they make you feel great??

We did paper plates at my youth group. One side was good qualities/talents you think you have, and the other was what other people wrote nice things about you on.

They're a good idea

-I HATE that i just let him get away with what he did to me and that he can talk to me like he never did anything wrong.

-i miss my baby even though he died before he was even born.

Whats wrong with me!? *cries*

I AM... Hurting, abused, young, human I AM NOT... Okay, your property, afraid of you anymore I FEEL... So tired and drained emotionally I WANT... To be free I NEED... To be free, to sleep I HAVE... Good friends, something to hold on for I LOVE... My friends, the freedom of the water I HATE... him fo...

I cant do this any more!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

God that felt good!