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.i want to be really happy again .I want more than just 2 proper friends .i want to stop si .i want Alicia to ask me out .i want to live nearer civalisation .i want me & my best friend to go back to how it used to be, before THAT conversation. .i want to build my muscles back up .i want to be able t...

I am bi/gay/confused & no one knows exept 4 people (3 of them once being my girlfriends) P.S. Guest, getting over your mum had to be hard & you should open up to someone, maybe someone that doent open up much either. My last ex used to act bad-ass, but she was a delicate flower really, i think every...

I wish:
i was with her,
i was happy,
they understood,
i was thinner,
i would stop,
they wouldnt notice,
they would notice,
i was more confident,
i was 'normal'...

I feel so sad sometimes, but i hardly ever cry, in the past 6 months i have cried ONCE! I tend to bottle my emotions up, but when im alone & can just let it out, i never do:( Ok trying to squeeze tears out...nope its not working, will try again later=)