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pretty much awesome:)

like I am slipping..

Before: Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? I won't feel like this anymore. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? how do i...

I guess it's a silly question

What's the difference between your sentbox and your outbox. If you sent a PM and it's in your outbox does that mean it hasn't been sent?

I could write it down. Actually I have. But I just don't know what is stopping me from putting it to use. It's really personal and private, and I'm kinda afraid to bring it up w/my T.

What specific things do you think make you worthless (apart from twats who tell you so)? What would you say to someone else who thought they were worthless because of those things? Events that had happend in the past. Things people have done to hurt me. Things that are currently going on. Failing t...

I decided to take my post down. Felt uncomfortable with it being up. sry

don't really wanna make your thread go OT, but what's mozilla? Is it better than IE?? How does one get mozilla...I've heard good things about it...

I really don't know how to say this, or ask this but I'm going to try. Okay? There are some feelings that I don't know how to deal with. How do I deal with feeling so worthless? How do I cope with the feelings of being unvalued and not feeling loved?? How can I learn to value, and respect myself whe...

tags to copy/paste: What is your secret? I am still very angry at someone who hurt me in the past Why is it a secret? Because it was a long time ago...It was my fault, I should be over it by now. What are your feelings about this secret? Makes me feel like I'm a big baby. What he did made me feel wo...

tired.

Thank you guys for you reply to my post. It really means a lot. I felt stupid for posting but then again I was hoping for some feedback. It is a tough thing to deal with. I was so young I'm not sure I knew any better. And I remember everythn just as it could have been yesterday, I was cryin and I to...

I really didn't mean to lie. I didn't even think twice about it until this morning when I got woken up by a terrible nightmare. I never considered it SA. . NEVER I was his girlfriend. I put myself in that position. I was only asking for it. euejdujernsdjk bah! Anyway... My T asked me on tuesday if I...

Thanks Smeagol for taking your time to reply. It seems to me that you're conflicted between wanting to recover, and not wanting to recover because you feel that si defines you. Is that a good summary? yeah, good way to sum it up...for the most part. Do you know what has made you feel insecure about ...

Before: Ahh! first time poster on B&E. we'll see if I actually get past the submiting part..(i never do) Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? If I hurt myself, It will make me f...

thanks alot...I actually went to this fourm to find ways to calm down when my anxiety gets bad.
Most times I can't sleep because of it.
great post...
very helpful

often i think about my mothers funeral........





but she is well, and alive......

Tired
isolated
calm