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Right now, I feel... dissapointed in/ frustrated with myself because I slept through all my classes again today, just like all of last week. I told myself I wasn't going to do that. I even woke up at 8 am. And then... went back to sleep. Why did I do that? I couldn't figure out what to do next, whi...

1) I'd paint it white. and red. and black. and yellow. OR I'd just turn the walls into rusty metal. Actually, I guess I feel the way my room is right now- concrete with irregular bumps in it, wwaaay too many layers of off-white paint with patches of old paint and concrete showing through. 2) Umm... ...

I'm really struggling this semester. I really need to do well, because last semester I got all As (and "A-"s) for the first time in a long time. It made me feel good about myself. But I just can't concentrate. I go to class as much as I can, but recently I've developed a fear of... people. I can't s...

confused. overly energetic. anxious. i want a cigarette. i just had a cigarette. i should quit smoking. no, fuck that. like shit. like procrastination is masturbation without the positive side. scared. jumpy. tense. like i want to play my drums. like, my drums aren't here. like, i live in a 24hr qui...

Any Day Now- Elbow What's got into me? Can't believe yourself Must be someone else Must be someone else... ...must be. Any day now How's about getting out of this place? Anyways... Got a lot of spare time, some of my youth, and all of my senses on overdrive. What's got into me? Can't believe myself....