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CMHT worker: i wish you'd be homnest with me. jet me know it wasnt happening rather than telling me to hang on for it only to ring up on the day and say no. Im fedup of the lies and excuses. That was the first and last time i will even be honest with you.

You infuriaiate me.l

I like this thread, because it gives me the opportunity to support people whos threads are simply too triggery for me to read. RDS: You did brilliantly with your lunch, welldone! Zombiepeople: Your determination to try your best really is admireable. Your progress reflects this. Silent end: Do you h...

goodjob mel, silent end and mandy.

Im continuing to focus on getting my 5 fruit and veg a day, whilst consuming enough of other nutrients as well

So today i was really tempted into doing a fruit and veg detox, but instead i planned to make a special effort into incorporating more fruit and veg into my balanced diet of protein, dairy and complex carbohydrates. It didnt exactly go to plan though, and once again I am tempted to detox tommorrow b...

lucky-lenny: It certainly is helpful for alot of people to stick to meal plans in the early stages of recovery, so they have an idea of what they shoulod be aiming for. I am reluctant to advise a diet plan though, because thery by thyere very nature are dficient in nutrients and calories. What i wou...

You dont know anything about me. You dont know whats best for me. You sit up in your office and think you still have the final say in my life. well you dont. I do.

overwhelmingly sad

sad
alone
exhasuted
cold

have a shower, wrap myself up in my fkuffy jammies and dressing gown and tlak to friends. Then get to bed t a decent time

Please may i have my place "all thats left is to accept that its over *ed* *sa*" locked?
The link is here:
http://www.buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic. ... 33&start=0
I've started a new one

all alone

I FUCKING HATE YOU

FUCK OFFF

give me some room to breathe

ANGRY

I relaised i dont have to.

terrified

After all you have done.

I will never ever forgive you.

overwhelmed

I'm fucking terrified of trying my best. Incase its not good enough.

I hurt right now more than i have in a very long time. But yiu';ll never know.

This sadness is overwleming me.

I just dont know anymore.