bus

Tired but awake at the same time

In five years... I'll be 24 years old, out of college with my bachelor's degree, no longer working at Arby's, and well-established in my career working with children. I'll have a steady relationship with someone and looking to get married within another five years. I'll have a child and a supporting...

Anxious
Worthless
Hopeless
Unreal

I wish I didn't have to rely on medication to get through the day
I wish I was better at school
I wish I could sleep
I wish I was well again

Again with the sleeping pills, I distracted until I was tired enough to go to sleep without SI

Very very anxious
Depressed
Angry
Ashamed
Unworthy of any type of kindness
Hateful
Urgy
Uncomfortable

Spooked

I wish my fears weren't so debilitating

I took my sleeping meds at the right time and worked on homework until I was sleepy enough to resist the urges last night

I haven't SIed today...I guess that's all I can say:(

worthless, defeated, overworkes, stressed, unwanted

I've had nightmares for the last three nights that i wake up crying from and through all this, I still haven't SIed and don't really want to actually

didn't realize this was already a topic! Feel free to ignore or delete

Every time I mark the box when I sign in to keep me signed in, within a couple days it signs me out and I have to sign in again which I suppose isn't a big problem but I was just wondering if this happens to anyone else and if there's anything i can do about it.

tired but having racing thoughts
frusterared
worried
a bit depressed
has a stomach ache and headache and really should get to bed...

I remembered that my friends and family don't want to see me hurt myself.

I got the job!!

I'm proud of myself because I have a job interview tomorrow

I usually get really upset, but try to ignore the situation until I can be alone, and then I usually end up crying about it, even though I hate to admit it.

Worried, depressed, and on edge