bus

Anxious, so I'm constantly cleaning

Stop being so clingy. It makes me really uncomfortable especially because you have a girl friend. Truth be known, that's why I broke up with you in the first place because you wouldn't let me have any space to myself. And don't blame it on the fact that I have PTSD...that's not fair

Really depressed and chilly *finds a sweater*

Depressed, stupid, tired

I got up in front of my english class and talked about my essay for 8 minutes and didn't panic

I'm really excited to meet you tomorrow, but I'm also scared

I wish I could believe my little brother when he tells me that I don't look good because I'm underweight...but my eating disorder thoughts always get the better of me and i stick with old patterns of behaviour

If you want someone to talk to, I'll be here for awhile,
Hope things start to feel better.
I've no useful advice, but am always willing to listen

...I figured out how to get to the mall all by myself...I've only been there dozens of times

depressed
anxious
worthless
alone

I secretly don't want to go to prom

I didn't have a panic attack at school

Getting out of bed, eating a normal amount, and not drinking too much coffee

*is missing my guinea pig*

I AM stressed...just because I'm graduating this year and the year's almost over doesnt' mean that the stress is magically gone and I feel a lot better.

I hate it when you try to tell me how I feel or how I shouldt' feel.

really sad

Very frusterated...my keyboard is not working well at the moment.
Depressed
Anxious because school is ending and I'm just really nervous about it I suppose.

Anxious as I know I didn't sleep last night much and I'm going to probably fall asleep during school today

*ED*
I am still throwing up everyday...and I'm lying to you constantly about it. I hate myself for it, believe me when I say I hate this, but dont' know what to do when lying feels like survival. I don't want to disappoint you and if I tell you the truth, I will.

That made me really uncomfortable...I really wish I could have told you that, but I was afraid. I don't feel like my emotions are worth it anyway.