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God, why do I always feel like crying?

Everything Ends By: Slipknot You are wrong, fucked and overrated I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault This is the end of everything, you are the end of everything I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie motherfucker. This is the end of everthing, you are the end of...

-making snarky comments on bad horror movies with my buddies -Mountain Dew!! -South Park -collecting spit and toothpaste in a bottle (I'm weird I know) -that fuzzy stuff on peaches and kiwi :blush: -glaring suspiciously at random objects -Stalking people in grocery stores glowsticks!! :D ...um more ...

thanks you guys *hugs*

Well today's my 15th birthday. I feel kind of weird though I don;t know why. Everything just seems so unreal...I try to touch things to bring myself back into reality, but so far nothing's working. I always feel weird like this on my birthdays because I always think I'm going to kill myself before I...

odd...unreal...

Why doesn't anything work? I can't forget the past, can't erase the present, and there is no future I can see...

Wow, you guys have some really great ideas! :) I need to try a few of them. one out of none I really like your bracelet idea. I might try to do that. Usually, I journal or draw (though I;m not very good at it, but I like to make comics) listen to really loud heavy metal music (it soothes me in a rea...

sick of it all
shitty
paranoid
hopeless
sad
the list just keeps going...

I can't believe you raped me and then told me I was insane. You fucker. I can't believe I ever trusted you. I hate you both...I hate myself...I hate all of this shit you've put me through. life sux