bus

I feel like they don't even know I exist, but I pretend to be happy when I'm around them. They don't know, and I will not tell them.
I can't get a handle on my self-distructive behaviors, the ones people know about and the ones no one knows about.

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? The situation will seem easier to deal with and I can focus on thinking about something else. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? Hurting myself will bring me peace and mental serenit...

I'm glad that you have good people there on your side in your life to support you.

Shut up shut up shut up shut up!!! I want to kill you, but I can't touch you!!
You sick, perverted son of a bitch!!

unpleasent
dirty
sleepy
sad
SU
somewhat hungry

getting on BUS
playing with my chubby kitty or my guinea pigs
doing something artsey like beading stuff or making finger-weave bracelets
playing some cheesy video game like Mario Party
writing

I'm really sorry that you feel bad, but I'm glad that you were able to make it through the night w/out SH. Just remember that you are strong and you can make it through this.
I hope it's not out of line to give you a hug

I'm sorry you're not feeling to good right now. I'm glad though that you have made it this far without SH though. Good for you! Just keep going and I hope you feel better

have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. Yea, but I;m probably going to have to clense them with alcohol again so they don;t get infected what had happened just before? I had just found out that the original court sentencing for my mom and stepdad had been mo...

I am sad becuase I slipped and hurt myself again this week

I am happy cuz my favorite aunt is here and I just made some yummy monkey-bread for us

sad
unreal
paranoid

I'm so sorry! I love animals and am sad when they get sick.
my heart goes out to you
*I give you many hugs*

Name: Rachel Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: :star: yup If so what is your motivation: so that I don't have to hide all the time and feel so ashamed Favorite coping skills: holding ice cubes, listening to music, writing Coping skills that work the least: trying to distract myself with...

I believe that you should have the right to choose what you want to do concerning sex, and that no one else should tell you otherwize. ...but that's just my opinion. Personally I think sex should be part of a relationship and not just something you do just for the sake of doing it, but again that's ...

11th Hour-Lamb of God

-I think I'm a lesbian but I'm afraid to tell anyone.

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-Sometimes I wonder if I'm actually dead, and I did shoot myself the night I was holding a gun to my head.

-I steal cigarettes out of ash trays to smoke

-I feel I don't exist

I'm sad because my dad thinks I'm having sex with my best friend, which we're not, but he put all these restrictions on our relationship and won't let me see her now.

I'm happy because I got a good grade on the pre-ACT test.

I love her, don't you understand!? I didn't choose to be this way, it's just how I am! It's just me!!

Neat idea for a thread :) Lets see...today I went to school...did things with needles and my skin that I'm not supposed to :oops: , got home and went on my computer, then I talked to one of my friends on the phone for an hour and ate popcorn chicken. Yup that's basically it for today, nothing too ex...

I passed a math quiz (kinda stupid I know, but it is a rare happy thing)