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You're one of my best friends, and you're being such a bitch to me! What the hell is your problem anyway? I told you what the matter with me that day was, and yet you continue to make fun of me and say the stupidist shit is my fault! :evil: You think you're the greatest shit in the world, but guess ...

I've been crying all day...meh

scared, alone, angry, frustrated, and confused

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...wait...no i'm not...fuck you, get away from me...god i wanna cry!

have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. yup what had happened just before? I was panicking about school starting the next day and i just really lost control i guess. what were you thinking and feeling? I was scared, upset, panicky, a bit depressed why did yo...

god i wish i could stop crying

hey that's an awesome idea,
thanks

I fell asleep. Stupid reason, but it worked for one night at least.

I am proud of myself in that someone pissed me off, and i didnt' make a scene by trying to beat the crap out of them in the middle of the bowling alley.

My mom saw me in my room one night without my hoodie...that's how she found out. She didn't really say much except she forced me to go to a psychiatrist and he forced em to go to therapy (which i don't really mind now, but hated then). When my mom found out i was still SIing though she got mad and t...

sick...i ate way to much for breakfast
anxious...school starts in a couple days
depressed...I don't know why

God damn it! You can be the sweetest person in the world, then all of the sudden, you're a complete ass! What the fuck is your problem?!

Here's a stupid secret...I always hated the movie Toy Story. ssssh...don't tell!

have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. yup what had happened just before? I took a sleeping pill and was trying to sleep, but failing what were you thinking and feeling? I was having a lot of flashbacks to some really bad things that happened a couple years...

When I'm really depressed and feel suicidal, I listen to "angry music." I find that if I listen to music that relates to self-harm, I get really urgy and I don't like it. The song that comes to my mind is "Left Behind" by Slipknot. "Left Behind" I've known faces that have disapeared in time Find me ...

AAAHHHHHH, DAMN IT!!! mmhmmmmm*retreats screaming into a little corner*

SHUT THE FUCK UP!! Who are you to say how I feel or pretend to understand! You don't know me!
Any you...I can't believe you told all your little friends that I was raped!! What the hell was that about?? YOU ALL NEED TO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!

I'm kind of like that too! I won't allow myself to cut until my other marks have healed completely otherwize it really bugs me and I feel like I failed at something huge. It's somewhat annoying, but it keeps me from SIing more than I already do I guess.

Yay! Happy birthday!

oh SHIT SHIT SHIT!