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You act like a worhtless six year old trapped inside a 51 year old's body. Once you've had kids, it's time to grow up and stop only thinking about yourself, so grow the fuck up and stop acting like a spoiled winey little brat! THis sunday's mother's day mom...I haven't seen you in two years, and the...

I'm doing my homework
I'm watching what I'm eating
I went on a walk
I sort of cleaned my kitchen (it's still in the process)
I haven't started to panic yet even though I feel pretty overwhelmed

Mildly panicky because I'm trying to get a lot of stuff done and my microsoft word program is hating me

Like i have a headache

Pissed off

Tired

Wanting to hide in a little corner until all this stuff I have to do somehow magically goes away

:star: garage sales!!!!!! I bought 2 bathing suits and a shirt for $5!! :bcatsmile: my kittie :redstar: doing a jigsaw puzzle on a rainy day :lpurpstar: socks with fun designs :bluestar: secretly using the school computer to print off coloring pictures :star: cooking new foods :lpurpstar: My little ...

I'm really sorry, and I'm probably going to get you sick. I promise I didn't know I had such a bad cold when I came over, and I really though it was just allergies, but I guess not. Alos by the way, your mom makes amazing apple crisp. Getting to another person... Why the fuck don't you call me? You ...

really dehydrated
shakey
cold
gloomy
hopeless
angry

I told someone how I felt and what about what he said yesterday pissed me off, eventhough I knew it would hurt his feelings a little bit.

Also I didn't get angry at my therapist at our last meeting.

Ok, just what the hell is wrong with you today? Is it money, problems with your bitch, what? And what ever it is, I really don't care, but just stop fucking taking it out on me. It's not just because I'm some naggy fucking bitch on her period, you're treating me like such shit today, and I never did...

Ok, at the moment I'm feeling a lot of things, so over all I'd have to say stressed. I'm going to...in the course of sometime tonight... *Take a hot shower *Eat something in moderation that I won't feel guilty about and won't give me nasty heartburn *Have a nice cup of tea *Play my computer game and...

Guilty because I sort of bitched out my x-boyfriend online...

Stressed

Greasy...(is in need of shower!)

A bit hungry

Sleepy

Pananoid

because I know once i start the cycle again, it gets so much harder to stop.

I'm proud that I haven't made myself throw up today...it's the first day in a long time so i'm kind of happy about it i guess.

Also I drove a car today...I'm 16, but terrified of driving so i don't have my license yet, so driving is a big thing for me.

What the hell is your problem? I give you so many things, and then every weekend you go and invite everyone but me to your little parties. Then when we get back to school you rant about how awesome it was and on and on. You know what I'm sick of you, and you need to get over yourself. :evil: To my T...

D. You keep telling me you love me and really care about me, but I haven't heard a word from you for the last three months! You're always in and out of my life, yet when you're in my life, you keep telling me I just need to join your religion and give up my way of life to be happy. Why the fuck do I...

I try because my little brother needs me (much as he hates to admit it),
I try because my friends love me,
and I try because there are a lot of younger people in my life who love me, and I want to be a better influence and example for them.

I was at school and I didnt' want them to send me to CAPS.

Aah! You piss me off...we always end up being partners, and you never do your part of the work and I always end up working my ass off to just save my grade, and I'm tired of always pulling the weight! Just do your part...

You're still treating me like shit and I don't know how to tell you! Every time we get together you make me feel like I'm worthless and then I jsut want to hurt myself! Aah, everything's just a mess between us and I'm not even sure why so I don't know what to say to you! I'm sick of having to go thr...

have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. No...I'll put rubbing alcohol on it in a bit cuz its not too serious. what had happened just before? I have problems on Thanksgiving...well actually holidays where I have to get together with family who don't really li...

sick and sleepy...aren't colds a bitch?