bus

Thankyou so much for helping me out today...I hope I wasn't creating too much stress

my urgy feelings would die down if I stayed here long enough to get really sleepy and read a good book before going to bed

How could you do that to her? You never treat a woman like that...EVER!

I finished my scrapbook page for my dad

I realized in the long run that it wouldn't help anything

My angry feelings would lessen if I journaled about them and watched a calming movie before going to bed tonight

STOP CALLING ME, YOU NEVER HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY AND I REALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT THE AMAZING SEX YOU HAVE WTIH YOUR DAMN BOYFRIEND!!!

I'm sorry I treat you like shit all the time...I don't mean to, and you don't deserve any of it

I stayed awake all through school today

depressed
sick (physically)
overwhelmed
a bit panicky
exhausted but afraid of another sleepless night

Just drop it...please fucking drop it. Even my therapist tells you to, and everyone else you complain to minus the people who go to the church all tell you to "choose your battles, and this is one you should just end" but you only see the black and white of the situation.

in pain~I'm going to take a tylenol
tired~I'll go to sleep sometime soon (maybe)
stressed~I'll worry about homework and everything tomorrow and try to relax tonight
depressed~I'll play games and watch movies until I feela little better hopefully tonight instead of SIing like I'd really like to

I have amazing friends who will always be there for me when i need them

I could use a warm fuzzy right now too if it's not too much trouble I'm sick with an annoying head cold and feel icky and lately I've been...not so satisfied with my body

I quit my job

I knew it wouldn't be worth the terrible feeling of guilt after

I know I recently responded...
extremely depressed
urgy
my stomach hurts from my snack and crying
don't want to wake up and go to school in the morning
want to hide...

guilty
a bit lonely
anxious
depressed
craving some sort of food

I cleaned the kitchen and baked a sweet potato

calm (because of pills I took) anxious in the back of my mind thinking about a quiz tomorrow, going to school in general, eating, going to work, and what I'm going to do with my future sad because I miss my grandmas...one died and one lives away from me now and I wish so much that she'd move back in...